06 December, 2008

Alone in Dark

Every yup every thing you touch just awry. For a sec I thought, no its not truth. I'm in a dream and just gotta wakeup.
You wait desperately to get this dream over but it don't. More you try to wake up and realize it was a dream but night didnt finish and dream proves its not a dream,its realty precisely h arsh reality. Is it so easy guy asked himself. A dark night with chilled air, he just left his room and secret window let him out of this boundry. Alone in dark, lonliness is the thing he hates most but you have to live through what life puts in front of you. It's a cemetry, fear? when something takes your most precious thing than there is no fear. blank with a mind, he knows this pla ce has 2nd rank for venomous snakes of south Asia but when mind is blank, you don't feel anything. He put the carry bag aside of this small lake and a shinning oldmonk bottel comes out. After engineering days, he has almost quit drinking.
When rum runs through stomach, he felt some relief. For 30 mins he remains standing and suddenly a punch of rum made him realizes he has finished full bottle. Ja tu bhe...
and throws bottle away with full force. After few secds bottle strike and noice of shattering comes. He says bottle ke aawaj to sab sunte hai yaha saala dil he tukde tukde ho chuka hai, tafadta hai but no one listens. The only love of my life. why ? why did you this to me. He cried why did u do this. He knows he is alone in the dark all alone. May be god making my childhood wish true which is only wish i hav made everyday when i saw mom dad's suffering, God make me strong, dont wanna feel any pain, I promise i'll never fall in love to create a chance for that.
But....he is here...lone...walking alone.

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